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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
My love wont nv fate away
Well now im finding for a gd job and logesh helping mi in tat. After the big fight we that on last sundae (3rd dec) recently i and him get back together as a gd friends . i understand his feeling but he don't understand tat i'm nt mean to be his... my heart & soul is nt with mi. how loud i laugh, i'm still not happy, no matter how hard i cry, the sadness still grows inside, the more people love me, the more i feel empty cuz all i need is my baby to love me.
Todae 13 dec. the first time my dear and i met in bishan control station. Within a yr alot of changes and things happen between us. i thought i could move on my life without him but i was wrong.. cuz memorise of those wonderful moments i and him spent together are always on my mind. Even i hv alot of guys friends no one can reach as how he reach my heart. he was my gd best friend and lover i had in my life. i realli unlucky gal. whoever i love the most will leave mi and go.
i always think i'v already over him but once i see him name or hear his voice i suddenly realize i'm just pretending to be over him to ease the pain. i juz wan to tell him if u may not think of me when you're happy and having a good time, it's fine...but please don't forget me when you're sad and blue coz i want to be the one to take care of you and make you smile.
I REALLY LOVING AND MISSING U ALOT
please believe me again at 19:02